Dublin Airport

Location: C Concourse of the Dublin, Ireland Airport, Internet Kiosk. Cost - 1 Euro for 10 minutes.

I'm trying very hard to be a rational individual, but I'm sleep deprived & it's so hard. I feel like all the people at the Dublin airport are just RUDE. That can't possibly be the case...I must be delusional. They searched my entire carry on & then had to have a conference about it. Uh...I'm not carrying anything remarkable. I don't think that they knew what a laptop lock cable looked like!!! I'm trying not to be annoyed, but what can you do. The security was still WAY easier than the United States - at least I didn't have to STRIP. I think once I've arrived in Edinburgh, have a good long sleep, perhaps some dinner, I'll be fine. I'm not a terribly rational person when I am this tired.

I received a very nice, cordial email from my Crim Law prof. Apparently there is likely no mistake - I am truly just totally stupid. **Sigh** What am I supposed to do? As I was saying to Mathea, your entire self worth is tied to your grades in law school. When you think you're getting an A and it comes out SO much worse, it's crushing. I really should let go of that now - there is no WAY that I'm going to rocket to the top 10% in 2 semesters. I should accept that I suck at this type of exam (thank you INTJ personality) and focus on what I can control from HERE. I'm trying to look FORWARD and not BACK.

It's going on 3 am in NY - 2 am in Minnesota. No wonder my body is all ACK!!! I'll adjust...I miss my family already. Don't know why. I miss my bed in MN and my shower there with all my goodies - yummy lotions and hair goo...

I'm going to see if the wee medicine place has any vitamins. Perhaps a B Complex will help me.