I'm starting to get nervous about my surgery. I'm just not good with medical stuff. At least Leah is taking the day to be with me after. I am SUCH a whiny baby. I know it's going to be fine - it's such a minor little thing. But the idea of people sticking stuff (like scalpels) in me, is freaky.
But I can't worry about it.
I found out I can get another $7800 for this year of student loans that I didn't take back in September because I'm so accustomed to only taking the bare minimum every year due to my student loan induced paranoia being fairly severe already. So, that is good for NOW, not so good when my loans slide down into repayment. Eek! But this whole trip is a once in a lifetime opportunity to explore and go and DO - so I can't think about it. Because really - when you throw a bucket of water into a swimming pool, you don't really notice. That is what 8 grand is to me these days - a bucket of water in a swimming pool. I need to be confident that I can do it and come out on top.
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I guess I don't know the real score but the wife and I had a goal to finish our degrees with zero in student loans and have the same goal for our son. I wish you the best. MUD
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