...feeling like maybe I just wanted to run away from the world for just one day. Some days I get irritated having to deal with people and their drama. I just want to be let alone to do my thing. Most of the time, I am kind and goodnatured because I want to be and sometimes...I just want to let it rip. I want to stop trying to make things nice for people and stop being tactful and just let it all out. Let everyone know how I really feel. But...I don't. I keep my mouth shut. What good is it really going to do at the end of the day to make other people feel bad?
Today I wore jeans to work. Somewhat indicative of my frame of mind as I have worn a suit every other day. There really doesn't seem to be anything resembling a dress code for interns at the UN - people seem to pretty much wear whatever they want. There are those of us in the "we wear suits" department and the rest that wear jeans, sweaters, whatever. I am protesting, however. Guys don't know how good they have it - they can wear trousers, a collared shirts and dress shoes and be dressed up. Women, not so much. And today I really just felt like wearing a sensible shoe. I wanted a shoe that I could really walk in for once. Incidentally - the next guy who tries to argue with me and tell me that all their dress shoes aren't that comfortable is going to be sentenced to wear a 3" heel for a week.
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