Thursday, January 11, 2007

I just want to be happy & let alone...

Do we bring things on ourself or do other people have such a dramatic effect on our lives? There has been so much drama this week. I wonder often how much of it is self-induced or do I simply attract people that are prone to drama? I often wonder if drama is just drawn to me.

First this week? The BJJ & AHN drama.

Now? This guy that I went on a date with won't leave me be. He calls me twice a day every day. He called me at 11:10 and 11:45 last night. He called me twice at work today. I finally called him back and told him that he can't call me like that. I was VERY short with him. But he has no boundaries. Some people say that some girls would like that - but I am NOT some girls. I like my independence, I like my trust and my wiggle room. I hate feeling smothered!!! It makes me crazy. I don't think that he & I are going to work out if this is the way that he is going to be. It's not going to happen.

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